F*** Up Company

Great! now comes the exciting part, my cellphone was stolen in the office.
Already confirmed its an insider job.

So now this is another lesson i learnt in life. It never pays good to be kind to others.
Although i dun expect a return in favour or whatever it may be, but dun give me this kind of crap that i have to suffer and feel shit about.

Summary for story:
-In 1 min, my phone is gone.
-I felt disgusted by staying in the company yet i have to know one of the person is a thief.
-Made a police report, the person better pray that he or she dun get caught, if not im gonna give u hell.
-Made a scene in the office. (FANTASTIC JOB!! DESERVE PRAISES!!)
-Saw the EVEN uglier side of ugly people.
-Made me realise that money is thing im staying here for in this company to fulfill my DREAMS!!


Im still alright, going on strong with my baby boy by my side.
Using back my old V3i motorolaaaaaaaaa
Hello Moto! hahaha

Smile my way tru!!! hope everything is gonna be alright =)

{ Friday, March 27, 2009. }

{ 5:56 PM }

My Presents from my Kenneth Morse from US!!!!

On 11th March, i got my birthday gifts from my dearest baby. Kenny!!!!

i was totally filled with excitement!

"Oh great! i got it! i need to go home now to see it!! "

This is wad i was feelin the whole day ever since lunch time my mum texted me and told me it that the package arrived!

Got home with my Miss Vivian for swimming as an initial plan. But i will have to open it first before anything start!

hahahhaa it was so unbelievable, i actually received something from someone that was more than 10,000 miles away from where im sitting down right now. i still think my life is like kinda wandering in the fairytale scene that i have for years but just with the bad endings... i still hope like every other time that this will not be the bad one....

Sometimes you & other ppl will not believe things like this is gonna happen and most of the time people will still think is like a scam or some horrible cheating scheme......

I can understand that if someone say so that they gonna do something which is "Impossible"
no one will believe it or they are just probably awaiting to see a good show of wads gonna happen to this naive lady.

Horrible Fairytales...i have experienced it more times than any normal oneself would have got.

Each and every disappointment & every lie that u have got to find out from and get upset and you know you can't do anything about it and keep thinking that this kind of shitty things will not happen on normal ppl but just you... and its not the 1st time, 2nd, 3rd or more for me....

It was rather a painful memory cause u know that u will have to wake up from something that u yearn to happen & yet finally knowing its the cheating and scamming you are involved in....

Staying strong is not a thing every girl could do, but all of them tired to be....

ok get back to the real deal of this post.

the present!!!

contains:

- Bracelet from the him. written on it: Love is not finding someone you can live with, its finding someone you can't live without.
-Victoria's Secret Eau De Parfum named Sexy Little Thingsss
-Cute Plush Plush Rose
-Post-it-poems-meant-for-Sylvia.(forms a heart shape on the box)

yeah, it was one of the best present ever! but of coz having him will be the best of everything.

coz its him.

i love you baby, thanks for giving something so blessed to me and us.

its not only the present, but is you that matters to me the most.

{ Saturday, March 14, 2009. }

{ 2:37 AM }

Birthday Party is over!

Wow! had a fun day, i seriously did.

Im really happy this year!!

I dunno why but everything is good, maybe i had found a goal in my life that i wanna work for, thats why im so happy in everything i do.

I have to be very grateful for my baby to actually leap out such a big step to show me how i can be that lucky and also wanting to make my dream come true.....


im one lucky bit*H to have a guy like him.


Anyway im like having a little hangover now in the office... it suck...

But i had partied my way tru last night in the club.

Had a B52 shooter, a Hennessey shot, shared 10 jugs of alcohol with my besties. Danced and straint my neck (thats idiot) so many photo shootings, called my baby boy too! It was the best time i ever had.


Dinner was good, had the best fish and chip in town, calamari, salad, a birthday cake, with funny photos and chocolates!


Overall, i had a good day. and im falling in love with everything. =)

{ Thursday, March 05, 2009. }

{ 1:26 PM }

Baby writes:


L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I See

V is very very, extra ordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore


thats love, for me.

{ }

{ 1:07 PM }

Short Poems that happens on my 22nd birthday!

We made this out of nowhere and its just happens.

Girl:
Im really happy i met you
becoz u made my dream come true

Boy:
Im really happy i met you
becoz you are my dream come true.


Im really happy today!!
Coz i didn't know so many ppl do care for me... i have like more den 30 ppl wishing me upon my birthday in a sincere manner rather than not to bother!

Im gonna have a simple celebration this year.

Venue:
Dinner: Fish & Co (Glasshouse) @ 7pm
Nite Party: Dbl O (2nd level) @ 10pm


I love today, i simple love where im standing right now.
I love my life.
Its really a dream come true.

{ Wednesday, March 04, 2009. }

{ 12:38 PM }

Feelings of turning 22 yrs of age in 2hours time...

Rather mixed up... can i just stay 21 every year???
ok, thats silly, everyone wants to. (not only me)

But time seriously passes by me so fast like a split second + 1 day kinda feeling....


im saving money up that i dun even feel like spending on anything, even this 22nd birthday.

i wanna fulfill my dreams.... i need to work hard and go tru all kinds of suffering and i dun care,
coz i know im working towards something that i wanted so much in life....

the dream im dreaming of for years and years and years.....
im afraid it will not happen... but since im turning 22, everything have to take a step to try, if not i will nv get to try it once i lose it.

so baby, bless us.

my california, my northern lights, my jeep trips, my beaches, my breezes, my hot cocoa, my cozy bed, my morning kisses and most importantly....

my love, my life, my story, I decide....

Happy Birthday to myself. i really wish myself happiness...

{ Tuesday, March 03, 2009. }

{ 9:43 PM }