Feelings of turning 22 yrs of age in 2hours time...

Rather mixed up... can i just stay 21 every year???
ok, thats silly, everyone wants to. (not only me)

But time seriously passes by me so fast like a split second + 1 day kinda feeling....


im saving money up that i dun even feel like spending on anything, even this 22nd birthday.

i wanna fulfill my dreams.... i need to work hard and go tru all kinds of suffering and i dun care,
coz i know im working towards something that i wanted so much in life....

the dream im dreaming of for years and years and years.....
im afraid it will not happen... but since im turning 22, everything have to take a step to try, if not i will nv get to try it once i lose it.

so baby, bless us.

my california, my northern lights, my jeep trips, my beaches, my breezes, my hot cocoa, my cozy bed, my morning kisses and most importantly....

my love, my life, my story, I decide....

Happy Birthday to myself. i really wish myself happiness...

{ Tuesday, March 03, 2009. }

{ 9:43 PM }