Tried to Blog Via My Samsung Omnia

ok i kinda failed it. it doesn't load well for me to do it.
hmmmmm

ARGGGGGGHHHHHHH

{ Saturday, June 20, 2009. }

{ 8:22 PM }

Hope for the better future i see so far..

Firstly to begin happily & positive, its Nabilah's Birthday today!!!! happy birthday dear, its 22, a year to know that u have lived another year. this is to everyone i suppose...

hmmm begin to sound so emo.
ok i think it suits wadever im gonna say next. next. next.

got really emotional for the past few days. there is a feeling of like "sorry", "horrible", "afraid" & "scared". i would say im confused. deeply confused.

stop the tears
control ur uncontrollable emotions miss
sorry to say its not working well
got worst
visa got disapproved
more money gone for nothing
trying to look for a job
got nasty comments
got rejected
was ignored
being confused
trapped in the hands of someone close
hints that was directly skipping me
broken communication
technologies to be blamed
third-parties to be blamed
inefficiency of individual souls
reaching out for something far away
difficulties there
blockage of messages to each
clearing the air
thoughtful words
communicate
solved & realize something new
felt a moment of peace serenity
soon to wake up to some truth
shattered dreams
torn-apart plans
new hope
alternative turn-abt
brainstormed
plan it again
hope it works
praying it will be.

wad a tragic, also a not so tragic twist here.

July 21st.
i wish this could be that finalized date im planning for.


wadever it may be....
wadever.

{ Friday, June 12, 2009. }

{ 3:40 AM }